"You never were and you never will be mine."

The state of the Union here is... well, it's bleak.

The economy is taking a huge shit right now and it's got me all caught up in it! I could either work EXTRA HARD and get sick working two jobs (which I'm almost desperately considering) or I could just barely maintain by working only one job and barely keeping my mouth hole above the water level.

I'd like to opt for option 1.5, please? (In case you missed that one, it's the one that involves being on a forbearance on my student loan, paying off copious debt, and eating lots of candy and cookies and/or chocolates.)

The holiday season is over and now that work is slowing down a bit I'm thinking about a website that would display my craft wares. or.. just my wares. DISPLAY MY WARES! I've started some illustrations, but I think more importantly I need to start some more WARES.

I had some profound thinkings yesterday.. but I think what is most on my mind is that I am becoming more aware of the "live and let live" thing. I never used to think that but have noticed now that if somebody doesn't do something I approve of I don't try to change that. They do what they have to do and I do what I have to do. I don't tell them they're wrong, but try to understand what's making them do what they do. Maybe I'll never understand their motives, but that's fine.

Friends are falling away from me...